Saturday, September 29, 2012
Balancing School and Cycling
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Collegiate Track Nationals
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Because I Can
This one will only encapsulate the Masters Mountain Bike World Championship I did on Friday as opposed to be about it. It’s really going to be more about something that’s been whirling around inside my head for a few weeks now and, as is usually the case, song lyrics and common sayings become more profound to me when such whirlings happen.
In the last month I’ve been home for a total of seven days. I’ve raced five times but to do so I’ve traveled door-to-door 152 hours and crossed 26 times zones.
Now some might think it’s to win world championships and that would be a good guess but it’s not the real reason. The real reason is because I can. I’ve ridden my bike 365 days a year, year in and year out for the last dozen years. Everyone, bar no one, that hears that thinks I am either crazy or a fool and I guess they wonder why? The simple answer and only one is because I can.
Many years ago my sister-in-law’s mother died of a painful cancer (what cancer isn’t painful) at an age that I believe was much younger than me now. I have never forgotten how I sobbed in my office on the phone when I heard about it. My father-in-law died of prostate cancer at a young age a few years ago. I held him only days before he died and I felt the grapefruit-sized tumors in his abdomen. My wife beat breast cancer twice and lives in fear everyday that she’ll have to do it a third time. The last time, in 2006, she underwent chemotherapy and after the first treatment she got spinal meningitis. So if the cancer wasn’t going to kill her maybe the meningitis would or maybe just leave her paralyzed and in a wheel chair for the rest of her life. Oh yeh, she also had 10 surgeries that year including ones to remove the cancer, two mastectomies, a hysterectomy, an ovarectomy and multiple reconstructive surgeries. While she was going through all this she told me the worst thing about it all was the possibility she would not see her daughters graduate from high school.
A few weeks ago my teammate Chris Lyman gets hit by a car riding his bike and the first paramedic on the scene didn’t think he was going to live. Mick and I visited him in the hospital a week later and it was a sobering experience. He had survived but it was still questionable whether he would walk again. I’m really happy to report he’s on the trainer spinning the cranks with one leg waiting for the other one to heal and apparently using hand cranks to complete his workouts.
I went to South Africa and Brazil for world championships this year. In Pietermaritzburg we would drive past the shanty towns every day. That was another sobering experience. Most of the dwellings were nothing more than cardboard shacks, something you would think homeless people might seek shelter in. The second time we drove by I noticed there were numbers painted on the side walls (if you could call them walls) and realized they were actually postal addresses. These were people’s houses where they live, most likely their entire lives. Now I am not a religious person but the only thing I could think of was ‘there by the grace of God go I’. It also dawned on me that the two bikes I brought to South Africa were worth more than the people that live in these dwellings probably made in their lifetimes.
I guess I am more or less an agnostic in my understanding of the term. I just don’t think my brain is big enough to grasp the complexity of God but for whatever reason, I am eternally thankful that I was born to my parents and not one of those in a shanty town in Pietermaritzburg. It hit home again yesterday as I drove past the barrios of Sao Paulo.
On the plane home today I found myself thinking about the portion of the line in the Jackson Browne song The Pretender, “… get up and do it again. Amen.” As I thought about it, it was the first time I actually focused on the word amen. Yes, amen! Thank goodness I can get up and do it again. Because I can!
Oh yeh, the bike race on Friday. Does it really matter what happened? Not really. Not really.
I finished second but the best part about it was that I did it. Because I can.
Now go buy a book.
Thanks, Rob
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
So Long 2012
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Teamwork makes all the difference
Teamwork was going to be very important to our race. Even before the race started Larry loaned me his front Zipp 404 as mine got smashed in my crash and had not been replaced yet. It's cold at 6,000' at 8am and with 20 miles of descending to start we were pretty bundled up. Once we started warming up I took off my wind jacket and stuffed it under my jersey so that I could dump it at the first feed. Larry came up and took it from me so that I wouldn't have to deal with it. Teamwork. Then riders started attacking and Don and Larry took turns covering and chasing people down as appropriate. More teamwork.
After the 2nd feed the race really started as we hit the hills. Larry and Don continued to take turns keeping the race under control. Don covered the last break over the second to last climb and then Larry took over to drive the field and close most of the gap to the break as we hit the bottom of "the climb". Not just teamwork, but total self-sacrifice.
As we got to that final climb I was thinking about a lot of things. I was thinking about how much my legs hurt after the previous day's TT. I was thinking about my rivals who were looking really strong. Including the Boulder Orthopedics guys who I was convinced were letting us do all the work so that they could unleash at the end. I was also thinking that, wow, Don and Larry have done a ton of work to put me in a position to possibly win this race. They were throwing their races away to help me and I did not want to let them down. Yes, I was hurting a bit and yes, my confidence was not at its absolute peak, but my team had done their job and now it was up to me. It is great to be able to sit in like a princess while your team does all the work, but with that comes the responsibility to deliver. There would be no giving up, no excuses. It was time to put up or shut up.
I made my move and got my gap. With a lot of suffering on my part and a bit of “you go. NO, YOU go” in the chasing group behind I held on to win. As I was suffering on that climb I was thinking about what teammate Jason Walker said about making this move. He believed that I could pull this off and that helped.
It felt good to win. It felt good to have teammates who were willing to throw everything that they had into a race to help me win. It felt good to repay their hard work and confidence. But this is what we do. We are focused on somebody from Team Specialized winning the race. It doesn't matter who it is. We throw our lot in behind the rider who we think has the best chance. Just ask defending National Criterium Champion Dean LaBerge who gladly gave his race away to protect teammate Jason Walker as he crushed the field to win solo and take Dean's title for 2012. Dean's comment about that? He had fun thwarting the chase. That is team work. That is how we roll on Team Specialized.